Kris

Whenever I lay in bed, not being able to sleep, I’m thinking, but not just about anything, about you. I’m thinking about how amazing you are, and how I’d love to be with you. I think about how even though it might not be the best idea, I’m waiting, hoping, praying that one day you might share these same feelings about me. I also think about how beautiful you are, quite often actually. It’s amazing to think just how beautiful you are, but not just physically, oh no, that’s just where it begins. Your true beauty, the inner beauty, is just so amazing. You’re an amazing person, completely and utterly. I have never met a person as amazing as you. These are the things I think about. Not only that, I think about how even though I would absolutely love to be with you, and how that’s what I really want, what I want more than that is for you to be happy with your life, whether it’s with me or not. However, I don’t just think about these things whenever I can’t sleep. Whenever I “zone out”, I’m not just sitting there thinking about nothing, I’m thinking about all of these things. I think about these things more than I care to admit. Most people would probably find this weird or creepy, but that’s not why I do this. It’s extremely difficult to explain. Like, I seriously just can’t help myself from thinking about all of this. It is constantly on my mind, and I can only push it back for so long ya know? It just drives me insane sometimes, knowing how strongly I feel about you, yet not being able to do anything about it. At the end of the day, no matter how strongly I feel about you and how badly I want to be with you, I do not, and cannot, lose our friendship. That’s what matters most.

ineffable–sonder:

One of the hardest things is knowing someone who is absolutely, breathtakingly beautiful, and not being able to make them see it too.

greymonet:

i wanna go star gazing with you but it’d be pointless because i’d end up staring at you the entire time

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jodiefoster:

you aren’t a burden for having bad days. you aren’t a failure for having bad days. you aren’t a a bad person for having bad days.

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recklessadventures:

do you ever realize it’s been a while since you’ve had a thought-provoking, vulnerable conversation with another person and then just crave that?

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apothecaryofthemind:

Date someone who understands your mental illness and will power through your outbursts with you.

It’s what you deserve.

You deserve someone who cares enough to stay even when you’re not okay.

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flirtytwink:

I just wanna do cute things with you like crush the patriarchy, fight for gender equality and help to destroy racism

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slutdropped:

Not being able to kiss someone you really rEALLY REALLY wanna kiss is kinda sad and very dumb.

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